CALLOUSED

CALLEOUSED  

Diametrically-opposed,

in and by all angles,

in the shape of this equation

Confusion, a complete lack of

understanding, and missing information,

in this calculation

Left muddle my way through,

to survive;

yet alone to complete 

puzzle pieces.

Anger, attached to resentment,

are equal in proportion,

to understanding and empathy.

Willing to resort to painting pictures,

of the reality of your perception.

Tearfully,predictably,

as always,

leaving me sniffling, crying,

as you lead me through your tangents.

Straying, from matter of the heart;

from truth itself.

Having prepared, I suppose, ahead of time,

an alibi;

a fall-back excuse.

Holding the line:

for every action,

there is a reaction.

Your follow through,

or lack thereof,

the mentioning of it,

is a waste of breath.

Failing to consider, my fragility,

that you are more than aware of,

at your tossing around my heart;

with disregard,

and indifference.